well im here now and it sucks 8 hours of bull shit, 365 days of pain... got to love it

well here i am trying (well I cant try anymore I must do it)... to get on with my life but here I got a good girl friend here and im still in the past, I got people here that love me and care for me im glad I got them to lean on.

Current Mood: cheerful

well i dont no what to think, I meet someone and we been hanging out and shes a good person,I just dont like that i found someone I like this close before I go to Iraq. The thing is that as much as i like her I just cant get my best friend and first love out of my head, you can only hold the pain in so long before the pain overflows and you just cant hold it in any longer.

pic 1 = friend from tx


pic 2 best friend from buffalo jess

alright what do i have to do this friend of mine has messed up again and got into a car wrek (AGAIN) and now cid is looking for him i know the bc is pissed... what the fuck.

what can i do he called me at 0411 sun. oct 15 and asked me to come to the gate, and meet him, you know i went, he said i will be there in about 10 min. i was at the gate in 4 to 5 mins... i was there till 0500 and no i mean NO WORD, CALL, ANYTHING...

i dont no what to do and all before we go to Iraq, this is not good


HELP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Current Mood: confused

why is everthing going so bad for me??? Things just will not go me way. Something, or someone dose not want me to go on leave to see my mom before i go to Iraq... I need help!!!

Current Location: Room
Current Mood: okay

well never again will i let someone use my car again... i see i cant trust no one :(

Current Location: my room
Current Mood: pissed off

Well hello out there PV2 Jones here getting started before I go to over seas to iraq for a year and a have. When I get time I will tell ever one what I sean over there ( well what I can give out, you know the army ) but un-till then see you around...


Jones

Current Location: 1-82 FA Fort Hood TX
Current Mood: depressed
Current Music: Music Choice R&B Hits